Thursday, October 29, 2009

foodie update



I thought it was about time for a food post:) Even though I am bound to be repetitive, my food posts seem to be very similar lately. It's been about six months now for me on this super-improved-immune-functioning diet. That's no grains, no sugar (refined, artificial and most fruit), no dairy and a few other miscellaneous - potatoes, due to their blood sugar raising high starchy-carb-ness. Anyway. Mostly I feel ok, up and down. Sometimes I wonder if the diet helps SUCH a great deal. My dh reminds me that I have not had another major inflammation so perhaps the diet is what is keeping it at bay? It may be that I have no auto immune disorder and that a freak inflammation wrecked havoc and now I am just adjusting. I like that theory best of all :) But either way doing this diet feels positive (except those mad moments where I literally am tired and hungry and don't know what the heck to eat). I can get around the not being the same as everyone else bit by planning ahead and making enough snacks and food to keep myself covered. Nuts and seeds I have been relying upon heavily and have just decided to give them a total rest for a couple of weeks and reintroduce them to see what effect they have. One thing about having such a..... pure (?) diet is that I can literally tell the effect of foods upon me as soon as I eat them (or near enough). I think one supplement was causing me wheeziness as since I have stopped the wheeziness also has subsided. That interests me because one of the components of that was extract of liquorice root. Liquorice root is a know TH1 stimulator and since I have not had my TH1 TH2 blood panel (er, because it doesn't seem to exist this side of the Atlantic) I am having to figure it out with these subtleties of diet. Just for a recap, it's thought that those who express an immune disorder are either TH1 or TH2 dominant (T stands for T-helper cells) and that one or the other is raised instead of in good ratio, instead of suppressing the entire immune system - as is standard practice - one theory and practice is to stimulate the more dormant TH thus raising it in ratio to the higher level being expressed. There are many botanical extracts noted for raising either one or the other, green tea and echinacea are the two most common (as is caffeine) but I have been diligent in keeping both from my diet in an effort to avoid irritating an immune response. The liquorice root I had not noticed on either list..... but removing it coincided anyway with my nut elimination!!!!! Geesh, I didn't time that well. I'll have to wait and see for a couple of weeks. I *could* in theory test the two main substances out for three days apiece, thee days on green tea extract and three days on echinacea and see how I feel, but I am a scaredy cat, they seem so mild and harmless but I know from having pared down my consumption of everything that the body is s super sensitive piece of magnificence. I just started reading Primal Body Primal Mind again, knowing I would have missed bits in my eagerness to devour it the first time. It's fabulous to re read it, and I'd recommend it to ANYONE with any auto immune condition or anyone who just wants to be in better health and doesn't know where to start. This book is mind blowing, even second time around.

Without the nuts though I am seriously lacking in snack material..... I am eating hard boiled eggs and lots of virgin coconut oil 'candy'. Both are pretty good at filling the hunger, little fat logs of energy keeping me going.... an apple or carrot with a dip would be like throwing a twig on my fire. Rubbish essentially at keeping energy levels up and my body going on an even keel (mood wise and physically). I am pretty sure my body is switching to being a fat-burner rather than a sugar-burner. Mainly because my body fat has mostly gone! In the book this is one of the themes, and the presence of love handles is a sure sign of leptin resistance and thus insulin resistance - ie, the body trying it's best to stop you becoming diabetic and storing the sugar you eat as body fat (rather than vastly accumulating in the blood). Even thin people can be flabby and it can have nothing to do with exercise, because, carbs are converted to glucose. Two slices of bread becomes something similar to six tea spoons of glucose in the blood. Apparently our bodies are designed to be able to cope with no more than 1 tsp at any given point. We have lots of mechanisms to up regulate glucose levels from body stores in the emergency need of anaerobic activity (out running a tiger, say) but nothing to down regulate. Apparently it's not even insulin's 'job' to regulate sugar, insulin's function is to coordinate stores for reproduction capabilities and for future famine, crudely it gets sidetracked to deal with excess glucose and it stores it first in the liver and then when out of space, as fat..... we desensitise our insulin response by it being overworked - oh so lets say on average for us now that would be - every time we eat (carbivores we have become)?

I still find it amazing, after repeating this here and reading it again (and again!) about the way our bodies work. I truly do. But what does insulin have to do with immune function? Well insulin is controlled by our super master hormone, leptin, (which was discovered as existing only several years ago) guess where this hormone was discovered as residing? Fat cells! (We don't hear about lepin anywhere because despite it's crucial role on every system in the body, drug companies have yet to find anything to influence leptin function - only diet can do that). Which leads a circle back to changing diet and keeping lepin levels low - essentially cutting out carbs and sugar and increasing fat intake. The fat burning cannot happen though when insulin is present in the blood. Isn't that a super sensitive thing? That the body will preferentially burn sugar when ever it has the option since sugar has such disastrous effects upon the body and we strive to rid ourselves of it constantly (lets just store that fat until later after we have dealt with the poisonous sugar). Even though our red blood cells need a tiny bit of fuel in the form of glucose, our body can manufacture that independently, no carbohydrates are needed in the diet to do this.

I have been trying rather unsuccessfully (I have to say) to reduce the carbs in my kid's diets. How could I not when I know this stuff?? They moan like mad when I neglect to put a bread roll beside the soup bowl, or serve omelette instead of pancakes for breakfast..... but it's baby steps for them, being babies themselves:) For me the transition was from one day to the next. I can see it was HUGELY superior to doing it bit by bit, I think because sweet tastes foster sweet cravings? You 'suffer' for a day or two but then are home free... well kinda :) Or at least when cold turkey it's easier to just stay off the carb wagon? I don't know. Motivational factors obviously feature highly.

And so, I am sticking with it. When I eat 'right', meaning low carb, low sugar and with just enough protein (no more than 40-60g per day) and plenty plenty plenty PLENTY of natural fats - KEY KEY KEY since we only get good at being fat burners by eating fat in absence of sugar (animal and from coconuts, since I am dairy free, although good quality butter would be good). I have so much energy I feel grand; after meals I am satiated and energetic, not drowsy or irritable. When I get it wrong my joints ache, I feel tired. I try not to get it wrong. Sometimes I do, because I like things like this:

Tiffin



tahini, coconut oil, agave, cacoa powder, nuts, goji berries - proper recipe found here. Although with my nut thing this belongs to Isaac now :)

And I forget to take supplemets sometimes. Out of everything I have found taking omega 3's in the form of fish oil to be fantastic a supplement. I take miles more than recommended on the packet because eating things like nuts would increase the ratio of omega 6 and so be out of whack. I do eat hemp oil and hemp seeds but as a sole source of omega 3 these plant based sources are supposedly not so bio available due to needing the body to convert them, and converting takes energy and a process hindered by not having an abundant supply of omega 3 to start with..... I cannot imagine prehistoric people shelling hemp seeds..... Can you imagine the energy expenditure and the return from the seeds? Not worth it! But a piece of fish? Worth it ( I am glad of the mechanical process that shells hemp seeds, oh I LOVE them!) Lets not forget we all have prehistoric bodies honed over hundreds of thousands of years, most of which was during and after an ice age. Picture those foods; the fat, the animals, the fish, eggs, game, insects, the occasional tart berries and fruit - not much plant matter, the energy in gathering versus the potentially toxic alkaloids and needing to cook to reduce cellulose - not worth it (for us now though I think greens are worth it, we live in too toxic a time to do without them, but not so starchy veg). According to archaeological evidence we are genetically and physically ice age creatures. Not the Adam and Eve strolling through lush warm forests picking ripe fruit, it's a lovely myth that one (equatorial land was plagued with drought much of the time, and uninhabitable, despite other parts of the world being covered in ice) :) Our bodies show these things to be true. Excess carbs as seen all over the world today are creating humans that are obese and ill and sick. I was sick. I am hoping not to be. I see now that I ate lots of carbs.

Look! The egg at the bottom is from our own hens. The one above is from a local free range organic farm. Unbelievable. But true. I can't imagine how a supermarket egg would compare... dire. We need more hens here, ours cannot keep up with demand for their lovely, lovely eggs :) If you could keep just one hen see what a difference in eggs (or *egg*) you would get!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

leaves and rain



Illness makes me lax at blogging. But that's ok. We have rain and leaves and rain and leaves galore here, in all possible combinations and are not quite sick of them just yet. I am loving the damp earthy rich scent that hangs just outside my front door and that sharpness which heralds the beginnings of cold, and the longings for hibernation and the cosiness of burrowing in with those you love.

The start of Halloween fun and excitement began last week with both apple and pumpkin picking. For carving, for thick soup and of course for chocolate covered eating.









Monday, October 26, 2009

book sharing, the spooky ones



We have a little rotating basket of books that I try to stay on top of changing with the seasons and festivals we celebrate. It's either in the sitting room or carted upstairs. Right now these are the ones we are reading (I didn't include the Autumn ones, jut our spooky ones).





New ones this year include the two Eve Bunting ones, very sweet stories and pictures, esp the Jan Brett illustrated one. Meg and Mog are classed as Halloween books to us, as is Slinky Malinky and Hansel and Gretel (gotta love those sooty evocative Jan Pienkowski pics!).



Any favourites spooky favourites of yours that you can't spot here? I'd love to hear more, book hunting and reading is a passion for me:) And also for baby boo (I am pretty thrilled to say) who is all secretive and quiet and who I find sitting ever so quietly all alone with a book or two......





Even our un-black witches cat begs to get in on our spooky book sharing.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

the lawyer

Felix was specific today in what he wanted me to do to help him do what he wanted to do.



Make some more 'books' for him. We had ran out. He likes a nice stack of these at the ready.





Help him make a man. He sewed the hat while directing me all the while with the other clothes. When the pouch was assembled and attached I couldn't help but point out that he looked a lot like Robin Hood. No that's not who he is. This is a lawyer.





A lawyer??!!! Indeed. Wonder what he's doing here, serving divorce papers to a Storm Trooper? I have given up my guesses, because the real answers are so much more amusing than I can imagine. But I do (guess that is, in my head) because when you are at play there's naught much annoying than someone asking questions. So I listen and laugh to myself. So much fun.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

ordinary extraordinary

Water droplets suspended in a mist-web.



I marvelled for a long time at this.

When we walk to our waterfall (ok it's not ours but as good as) sometimes it's good just to watch.









We picked apples, cooking, eating, then pears and pumpkins. It was a blue gentle sky day, we ate as we picked.





I made stew, a sausage and thick veg sort and made everyone happy so it came around that I was too.



Late at night my dh works and makes the fireplace ready..



For this.... our big Autumn excitement. Fire. I love fire; the way it banishes the need for excessive talk or TV (not that we have one but still). The focal point in a room, like a living thing all of it's own. It breathes out and warms, it draws in and comforts. I am a wriggling mass of excitement waiting for this to arrive (more so than anyone else). Not long now. So simple, so elemental but so right and necessary feeling.



How can our veg patch, so small, still produce, even with the breath of frost? It does. Even flowers.





Leeks and nasturtiums and the swiss chard that I have eaten my fill of, really, I totally have. Urgh. Beautiful chard, have a little rest now. Feed the earth, my belly has been filled by you!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

sweet like chocolate



I am making chocolates. Raw organic fair trade sugar free, dairy free. You know the drill. They are made from just three wonderful things: raw cacao butter, raw cacao powder and raw agave nectar. I sometimes add vanilla, goji berries, cacao nibs or almonds. It is so lovely to find real real pure tasty chocolate that I can eat. It's a revelation. I eat these and marvel: so this is what chocolate should taste like.... I have been a Green & Blacks addict for years and felt a bit deprived since my diet overhaul in May. But honestly - G&B does not compare to these. I have found The Raw Chocolate Shop and sampled to my hearts content... but my own top even these. Arrogant or what. It's true, my dh and kids agree, our home made ones are tops.



When the house is a builders den there is nothing for it but to make toffee apples....





thinks this boy...



Felix arranges the nature shelf with his own found treasures. I have done this year after year, season after season myself now since my children were born and despite play and mess with it and occasionally toss a shell or conker or feather on there it's been a background thing. Nice in a steady background-y way. This Autumn Felix took matters into his own hands and decided to do it himself. Which is why we have bits of summer still on there, but who cares, it's the process not the finished article, right? Which is what I tell myself when playmobil men and star wars figures also end up there.





And Esmé eats. Soup. A lot. Which is just as well since I could eat it at every meal. Finally someone else in the house who shares my passion for soup. It must be a girl thing.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

kitchen big and small



I found this little wonky white shelf at the antiques market and so it's not just conkers that find a new home here in the little kitchen.



In the big kitchen she chops.



Felix makes special flapjack for his missed at-school brother.



It's the bag for bags from The Fabric. You can see stripes carry on everywhere else...



Sometimes I think I live in one big stripey house.



Felix was so proud of his goat dot-to-dot he wanted to show you.